just something...

ok so my day today was pretty chill hung out with my babe and also went to my aunts house cause she came back today...flight was delayed and she brought me back a nice philippines shirt =D and yea just chill played some games too...

and something thats been on my mind is that truth...i miss my friends and i wanna hit them up and say "lets go do something" but because they think i do them wrong its hard for me to ask and say lets go do something...i dnt want to get dissed or be lied to...i know it may seem that way but trust me it aint...i mean if i need to get somewhere i can find my own ways trust me i know how cause its call public transportation =D but yea...idk i feel like that whole thought messed everything up...but i guess my past ruined my future and i can't do anything about it...i guess we'll have to see what god has planned for me...

i just wanna say to "YOU" that i miss ya bud i know that what yall think is what yall assume but trust me it aint like that i mean come on now we've known each other since the 6th grade and how we always walked on bockman saying ooo thats where i live haha...ima go home now...yea that sewage is my house...i remember those times....or how you were always there for me and how i was always there for you for the BIGGEST times to the thin times you always cared to listen and i did as well...we've grown to be best buds and your mom is my mom and vice versa...you've opened up the true me and the weird me lol...and that special jar we have...i would never ever use you for any reason your my bud my best bud my para my bro...and ill never PORGET us lol

DUDE what happened foo we like hung out like the last 6 months at school lol always talking about this that and POKEMON well badminton too haha...and yea i know i stirred your love life wrong but ill make it up lol...you probablly wont let me though...but it seems after school ended we went out seperate ways and i dont like that...i miss you funny ass FOO lol we need to play badminton again too idk what happened to me i feel hella rusty lol

FOOO wen we bouts to chill again and play some UFC so i can kick your ass like usual haha =D but yea those crazy ass nights idk were just something different in life but its wat made my life...idk man your just random at moments to but its funny

in the end you never Porget your friends and never wanna see them go...but in my case somethings do happen for a reason well idk what will happen now and as much as i do want to use my phone to hit em up its difficult to feel the upset that can occur i mean if you friends think your using them how can i hit them up as they may think its still like that...idk i guess i have to find a way to chill with them to show i aint using them...idk goodnight =|