damn i hate you

ok so today was a pretty chill today woke up at like 3 lol i know right hecka late but o wells...then i went to morgans house and chilled with that bruh for a while and met up with elyssa then at her house since she lived across the street then at around 5:30 went home cuz morgan was going to see his girl and just watched tv the rest of the day...at around 10 i get on the xbox and play some ufc and chat with some ppl and i made a new friend... HI YVONNE =D yea talked with her for a while and morgan and rocel and yea then i get a IM from nugget talk with her for a bit...she knows me very well...now im going to bed soon and i realized that you fucked me over lost a good friend and i know your happy about that but i mean seriously put your fucking shit in my shoes...how would you feel if you lost someone that you had a great bond with i bet you dont even care cuz towards me you can care a less about me at all...but thats all good cuz your ass still didnt grow up...well only the true ppl stay... and letting a girl decide that factor damn cuz really if i used you then think about this the ppl i hang with now dnt even have cars or drive i just love being with them and chilling...think about it but its all good i guess some girls use their powers for bad...

the movies

so yesterday i woke up at around 2 O'clock ive been waking up pretty late lately but anyways i played ufc till like 6 id say and then patrick stops by to get the zippo then i get a IM from marc and ask if he wants to go watch a movie so i went and we went to morgans house but found out marc wasnt going...then me and morg go to union city and meet up with tony and bianca BUAC haha...and we purchased the orphan at first i didnt really know what to expect but i heard it was good...so we're waiting for the movies to start and i get hungry so i ask morg lets split popcorn ight and he's like i want money for food later but ight lets go check...then he sees a guy that he balls at logan with and he give us free popcorn...then we go back to our seats and the movie starts...it started out with this mother in labor and then this happened and that happened then this happened OOOOOO MY GOOD and this happened at in the end the cops come yea its THAT good watch it lol...then after we go to morgs and i just sleep with morgan on his bed =D but yea bye bye

just some thoughts

i havent blogged in a long time idk when was the last time but life itself have been good well its been ok i guessi chilled with morgan frankie and marc like the whole week kinda and i balled at logan can you believe it cuz i can't but yea morgan forced me so its w/e then i saw a person i haven't met for so long...my ading array haha it was nice seeing her again...today didn't really do much but it was ight anyways i really posted this to say some stuff

-even through all the things we went through its hard for me to forget u...u've changed my life in a way i thought would have never happened and i meant the good not the bad for some reason even through my things i still manage to always look back at us...if only you knew if only you see but i know you dnt want to...

-for some reason no matter what our past is since that grade i can't believe what has happened...what i mean to say is that i feel something...but i know you dnt feel the same...your such a great person and i know what i mean...you seem to know what you want and what you need but the thing is that your in love...and i understand y but i know theres nothing for us so i keep it on the low even though you felt something before lol...

-i hope your happy with what you did...i guess wat you like to do is ruin ppl who f'ed you over yea i know you know im talking to you...i hope your happy with what you did but i hope you know that i was the stronger one here becuz even though you ruined me i still didnt express ur private life...and the way ppl think of you is all a lie and i know who you really are...and y your BF left you...hope your happy now cuz truely ive always been happy ever since yea LOL

welp yea bye =P

just something...

ok so my day today was pretty chill hung out with my babe and also went to my aunts house cause she came back today...flight was delayed and she brought me back a nice philippines shirt =D and yea just chill played some games too...

and something thats been on my mind is that truth...i miss my friends and i wanna hit them up and say "lets go do something" but because they think i do them wrong its hard for me to ask and say lets go do something...i dnt want to get dissed or be lied to...i know it may seem that way but trust me it aint...i mean if i need to get somewhere i can find my own ways trust me i know how cause its call public transportation =D but yea...idk i feel like that whole thought messed everything up...but i guess my past ruined my future and i can't do anything about it...i guess we'll have to see what god has planned for me...

i just wanna say to "YOU" that i miss ya bud i know that what yall think is what yall assume but trust me it aint like that i mean come on now we've known each other since the 6th grade and how we always walked on bockman saying ooo thats where i live haha...ima go home now...yea that sewage is my house...i remember those times....or how you were always there for me and how i was always there for you for the BIGGEST times to the thin times you always cared to listen and i did as well...we've grown to be best buds and your mom is my mom and vice versa...you've opened up the true me and the weird me lol...and that special jar we have...i would never ever use you for any reason your my bud my best bud my para my bro...and ill never PORGET us lol

DUDE what happened foo we like hung out like the last 6 months at school lol always talking about this that and POKEMON well badminton too haha...and yea i know i stirred your love life wrong but ill make it up lol...you probablly wont let me though...but it seems after school ended we went out seperate ways and i dont like that...i miss you funny ass FOO lol we need to play badminton again too idk what happened to me i feel hella rusty lol

FOOO wen we bouts to chill again and play some UFC so i can kick your ass like usual haha =D but yea those crazy ass nights idk were just something different in life but its wat made my life...idk man your just random at moments to but its funny

in the end you never Porget your friends and never wanna see them go...but in my case somethings do happen for a reason well idk what will happen now and as much as i do want to use my phone to hit em up its difficult to feel the upset that can occur i mean if you friends think your using them how can i hit them up as they may think its still like that...idk i guess i have to find a way to chill with them to show i aint using them...idk goodnight =|

OMG i want it

ok so right now i really like really like really want a car idk my mom wont buy me a car even though my brother has one but the only thing really holding me back is INSURANCE AHHHHHHH...but i really need a car to cruise on and what not but idk...also i want a video game i think im obsessed but its all good it keeps me company but yea its either BIGS 2 or FIGHT NIGHT ROUND 4 maybe no i want BIGS more but yea i want he BIGS 2 for the xbox 360 =D


anyways my day was good woke up early but to be with my babe...later on we went to taco bell and stayed at my house at around 2 she left and i just played video games...

now im waiting for my cousins to come and so we can go out my days now over yet =D

btw..."KAGAT KA NANG KAGAT" "AYO KO" shes weird but i have her =D

ayaw ayaw

hello everyone =D...ok so i ended up coming back from camping early a day early and i was ok with that becuz as soon as i came back i was with my babe =D which i couldnt wait for...so we hookahed at camping everynight and it was koo cuz i got my OOO's down WOOOO hella juiced and we just kept doing that...umm ever since ive been back ive been with babe or family soo yea i have stayed home this summer but its good im saving money...

4th of july just went to my grandparents house and stayed there and then went to babes to watch happy peet it hella felt like her mom was kicking me out =P...

sooo today babe came over and we just chilled in my room watching alot of tv and i knocked out...then we went to quickleys and i saw joey jerry and ricky who i havent seen in a while well ricky i havent seen for a shit long time...after i talked with them for a bit...i drove home and babe drove after to her house...i miss her =P...but yea idk this is different and i love it...i dnt give what yall say its my feelings and i know what im doing soooo go away...anyways im lovin summer so far its just awsome =D BYE