you know i want that feeling where things were just endless, where everyday is a new day of experiences, that little hint of a touch that makes you blush and turn red, where the lips touch and the moment seems to last a long time, that big smile when i have a dozen colored reds and can be put in a vase with water, where the sky is dark but being with you makes it bright, where the weather is cold but we hold each other like last night, how if the day is blue your voice makes me shine through, where im being supported even though i know im not the best, knowing that your okay with my looks even though i look like crap, letting you do your thang with your girls cause i know in the end your coming back to me, letting me do my own thangs with my ppl because your all i really want, doing things we enjoy together as if we were similar but different in a way that we cant completely understand y, to let you know that im here for you and who you are, not to just pull out some rubber and leave, to have a type of love where it can be shown physically and mentally, also how love cant be bought but worked for and to be built up, its that little pinch that makes me feel loved...
so today i chilled with some peeps and did a little hw for engineering and it was ight hopefully it doesnt get so much harder...i also went to wingstop and target had some lemon pepper at wing and some garlic parmesean its ight but yea...tomorrow start at 12 soo yup yup...ive also been thinking of minoring in psychology becuz ppl say im wise but im not really sure but yea
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
what can i say
shes beautiful as a sunset but she disagrees, has the personality of a loving kind person but surpasses it, denies true love because it hurts to have the truth, the knowledge of a college student but doesn't seem to try, a heart as solid as glass but gentle that can't be dropped, a body so strong but can't be touched, a mind that's wise but can also be confused, and also is wanted by the right guy but can't see or just doesn't know as he is afraid for the consequences in the end...
anyways just something that came to mind yadadada =]
about my day i had make up time for my sleep so happy =] but after that i had to go to school and it was flipping hot OMG the hell but its koo had 2 classes that were an hr each...OMG first wen i got to daly city the buses took forever so i was like fcuk it im going to the shuttle after waiting 30 mins becuz the buses that WERE 28 changed to out of service GRRRR so i took the shuttle then i walked straight to class and had like idk 10 mins before it started...met a new friend his name is francisco and he's a SOPHOMORE haha i feel cool but yea...after philo class i went to my intro to engineering and there was alot of ppl i didnt expect so much...after class i went straight to bus OMG that shit took forever too and there was like 100+ for the shuttle and 100+ for the bus but the bus came and there was 2 which was a good thing but it didnt fit everyone can you believe that lol but yea then i got to BART and just napped on the way home
then i hung out with diamond well not really cuz NICOLE SANTOS wasn't there soo yea but we went to the mall and also to take them to watch the sunset even though there was not sunset becuz of the clouds GRRRR...but now ima go to 7-11 to get a drink PEACE
anyways just something that came to mind yadadada =]
about my day i had make up time for my sleep so happy =] but after that i had to go to school and it was flipping hot OMG the hell but its koo had 2 classes that were an hr each...OMG first wen i got to daly city the buses took forever so i was like fcuk it im going to the shuttle after waiting 30 mins becuz the buses that WERE 28 changed to out of service GRRRR so i took the shuttle then i walked straight to class and had like idk 10 mins before it started...met a new friend his name is francisco and he's a SOPHOMORE haha i feel cool but yea...after philo class i went to my intro to engineering and there was alot of ppl i didnt expect so much...after class i went straight to bus OMG that shit took forever too and there was like 100+ for the shuttle and 100+ for the bus but the bus came and there was 2 which was a good thing but it didnt fit everyone can you believe that lol but yea then i got to BART and just napped on the way home
then i hung out with diamond well not really cuz NICOLE SANTOS wasn't there soo yea but we went to the mall and also to take them to watch the sunset even though there was not sunset becuz of the clouds GRRRR...but now ima go to 7-11 to get a drink PEACE
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
first day of college..
OMG it was pretty koo i think its just its my first day lol but yea and i only had 2 classes but ANYWAYS heres how it went
Woke up at 5:45 kinda lol then i got in the shower and it was soooo dark AHHHH but yea took a hot shower to wake me up and when i was done got dressed and drank some sunny D but yea then after that i called sweetie up and said good morning and all that then i got into the car turned up the music to wake me up more and drove to the BART as i got there Suzette was waiting for me =P but yea then we took the daly city bart there...
When i got there i had to go to the bookstore to find my book and buy it but for some reason i couldnt find it =P so i just went to class with suzette and helped Suzette find her class then i went to my class and thought the floor i was currently on was the 1st floor so i walked up some steps and it said 5 i was like WHHHHAAAATTTT wrong way lol so i went back down and got to my calc class and waited a while...some ppl were for algebra 2 and in the wrong class phewww glad i wasnt them...soo the teacher came in and she seems mellow but theres alot of ppl in that class that some had to sit down haha but yea...and there was this girl who sat to my left and she would always look at me like no joke but yea got out and went to my engineering class
its not so far which is good and so i went there and it was ight seems like its going to be boring in that class but we did some measurements and met a koo dude and after doing all that went home early haha and the class was like an hr long wen its like 2 hrs almost 3 =D
after that went to the bookstore to get my books that i needed i only got 2 and the total came up to about 188 DAMN just 2 books fudge but yea oooo and i love the campus sure the scenary is nice but i meant the ppl haha alot of cute girls but they look older then me
so after the bookstore i went to the bus stop waiting for like 30 minutes i think well it felt like it and when the bus came this girl got out and my mouth was about to drop she was really pretty but i mean she looked like a senior sooo nahhhh haha but yea
then on the bart ride home i fell asleep i was really tired and wen i woke up i looked outside and it said bayfair LOL i was like ooo shoot and luckily the door was still open or that would of sucked but yea got out went home and now im hella hungry so ima eat PEACE
Woke up at 5:45 kinda lol then i got in the shower and it was soooo dark AHHHH but yea took a hot shower to wake me up and when i was done got dressed and drank some sunny D but yea then after that i called sweetie up and said good morning and all that then i got into the car turned up the music to wake me up more and drove to the BART as i got there Suzette was waiting for me =P but yea then we took the daly city bart there...
When i got there i had to go to the bookstore to find my book and buy it but for some reason i couldnt find it =P so i just went to class with suzette and helped Suzette find her class then i went to my class and thought the floor i was currently on was the 1st floor so i walked up some steps and it said 5 i was like WHHHHAAAATTTT wrong way lol so i went back down and got to my calc class and waited a while...some ppl were for algebra 2 and in the wrong class phewww glad i wasnt them...soo the teacher came in and she seems mellow but theres alot of ppl in that class that some had to sit down haha but yea...and there was this girl who sat to my left and she would always look at me like no joke but yea got out and went to my engineering class
its not so far which is good and so i went there and it was ight seems like its going to be boring in that class but we did some measurements and met a koo dude and after doing all that went home early haha and the class was like an hr long wen its like 2 hrs almost 3 =D
after that went to the bookstore to get my books that i needed i only got 2 and the total came up to about 188 DAMN just 2 books fudge but yea oooo and i love the campus sure the scenary is nice but i meant the ppl haha alot of cute girls but they look older then me
so after the bookstore i went to the bus stop waiting for like 30 minutes i think well it felt like it and when the bus came this girl got out and my mouth was about to drop she was really pretty but i mean she looked like a senior sooo nahhhh haha but yea
then on the bart ride home i fell asleep i was really tired and wen i woke up i looked outside and it said bayfair LOL i was like ooo shoot and luckily the door was still open or that would of sucked but yea got out went home and now im hella hungry so ima eat PEACE
Sunday, August 23, 2009
that time...
ok soo im awake at 1:34 haha MORNING well not really its afternoon but what i wanted to blog about today was effort well kinda anyways
ok sooo like most ppl go after what they believe in and want it right they want to have that. But when is THAT TIME when you should lay low or lay off? well truth its for you 2 decide that as most ppl fight for it alot while others give up easily but heres the thing if you really want something fight hard for it and show some effort. Not everything comes as to plan and we must all know that. And sure sometimes we dnt know what to do but that doesnt mean we shouldnt try right? i believe that theres that time when we all know THAT time to lay off and yes i have found mine and yes im laying off but it doesnt mean its always going to be like this haha ;] just saying hahaha but yea. Sometimes after putting all that effort then laying low works as it can come to you but sometimes it doesnt. Know that not all people are the same so we must find ways to open them up or tone them down. Im sure youll come across what i mean haha. OOOHHHH yea also sometimes just being friends shows your true better side and your comfortable side and SOMETIMES it can get you that person =] but yea some wisdom of my mind... BYE =] have fun in school everyone as its back...well for some of us
ok sooo like most ppl go after what they believe in and want it right they want to have that. But when is THAT TIME when you should lay low or lay off? well truth its for you 2 decide that as most ppl fight for it alot while others give up easily but heres the thing if you really want something fight hard for it and show some effort. Not everything comes as to plan and we must all know that. And sure sometimes we dnt know what to do but that doesnt mean we shouldnt try right? i believe that theres that time when we all know THAT time to lay off and yes i have found mine and yes im laying off but it doesnt mean its always going to be like this haha ;] just saying hahaha but yea. Sometimes after putting all that effort then laying low works as it can come to you but sometimes it doesnt. Know that not all people are the same so we must find ways to open them up or tone them down. Im sure youll come across what i mean haha. OOOHHHH yea also sometimes just being friends shows your true better side and your comfortable side and SOMETIMES it can get you that person =] but yea some wisdom of my mind... BYE =] have fun in school everyone as its back...well for some of us
Saturday, August 22, 2009
my day...
Ok so my day started off with 6 messages haha i know that was alot one from morgan, camille, nicole, rocel, my ex, and someone else i forgot but yea soo i woke up and took a shower then i went to gamestop to get madden =]. later morgan calls me right when i exited gamestop and asked me if he can get a hair cut so i was like sure. picked him up and went back to my house to cut his hair and after played some madden.
After beating morgan in madden haha the time was like 4:40 and i needed to get ready for the dinner at olive garden so i put some jeans on and asked my mom for the car. BTW i love my mommy but yea so i take morgan home and pick up francis from there we went to Olive garden and saw Elyssa, Nicole, n Andrea there and waited for Stephanie and Michelle before we order. It was really fun played some mind games and it took francis forever to understand black magic that was hella funny. Francis was like the entertainer of that night but yea and i sent him and nicole a text. Forget the waiter huh nicole haha but yea then we took a pic in front of olive garden.
After that we went to target with nicole, elyssa, francis and i go to target because elyssa has a gift card. after target i did a little something something lol and dropped off nicole at her house then elyssa francis and i go to nubi and while we were at nubi elyssa was like your hat and i was like ooo yea sooo we went to lids and got a new hat THANK YOU ELYSSA LOVE YOU =] but yea the hat took a while so i dropped off elyssa first at her house leaving francis there and i came back for him though... THANK YOU FRANCIS LOVE YOU 2 but yea after that took francis home then i went home because my mom needed the car. soo i took the truck out and went to morgans house
at morgans house we watched 17 again and that movie is hella touching and makes me want something like that you know love and all i mean its pain to get there and alot of trust and also hurt but it shows when you love someone show it each day like its new and no matter what its hard to stop loving but ppl chase after what they believe in and when you go after it and fight for it the best can come. nothing comes easy everything must be worked hard to achieve and get soo yea i know that when i have that person ill treat her well but the most important thing in that movie was that he really did love her and what i mean is that even though he truely loved her and still wanted her to be with him he let her go because he knew that her happiness was more important and thats the way to go
but yea after that we just played madden went to jack in the crack get some jack in the box and went home but yea its late im going to sleep...till then bye
After beating morgan in madden haha the time was like 4:40 and i needed to get ready for the dinner at olive garden so i put some jeans on and asked my mom for the car. BTW i love my mommy but yea so i take morgan home and pick up francis from there we went to Olive garden and saw Elyssa, Nicole, n Andrea there and waited for Stephanie and Michelle before we order. It was really fun played some mind games and it took francis forever to understand black magic that was hella funny. Francis was like the entertainer of that night but yea and i sent him and nicole a text. Forget the waiter huh nicole haha but yea then we took a pic in front of olive garden.
After that we went to target with nicole, elyssa, francis and i go to target because elyssa has a gift card. after target i did a little something something lol and dropped off nicole at her house then elyssa francis and i go to nubi and while we were at nubi elyssa was like your hat and i was like ooo yea sooo we went to lids and got a new hat THANK YOU ELYSSA LOVE YOU =] but yea the hat took a while so i dropped off elyssa first at her house leaving francis there and i came back for him though... THANK YOU FRANCIS LOVE YOU 2 but yea after that took francis home then i went home because my mom needed the car. soo i took the truck out and went to morgans house
at morgans house we watched 17 again and that movie is hella touching and makes me want something like that you know love and all i mean its pain to get there and alot of trust and also hurt but it shows when you love someone show it each day like its new and no matter what its hard to stop loving but ppl chase after what they believe in and when you go after it and fight for it the best can come. nothing comes easy everything must be worked hard to achieve and get soo yea i know that when i have that person ill treat her well but the most important thing in that movie was that he really did love her and what i mean is that even though he truely loved her and still wanted her to be with him he let her go because he knew that her happiness was more important and thats the way to go
but yea after that we just played madden went to jack in the crack get some jack in the box and went home but yea its late im going to sleep...till then bye
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
you know that....
"You know that feeling where you get closer and your heart starts to beat faster? Or what about that feeling where you second guess cause your either scared or think to much? What about that feeling where your so excited you can't wait for it to happen? How about the feeling where you don't want to look like a loser because your some what caught up? And that feeling where you think what your doing is right? What about that feeling when you look around hoping to see what your looking for? And that feeling where you get closer? Or what about that feeling that makes you have a BIG smile on your fizzace? What about that feeling that you haven't had in a while or for the first time? That feeling that brings kind of everything down? That feeling that makes you think? Or that feeling where you just cant think straight? or that feeling thats unexplainable? Yea im pretty sure you know that feeling..."
other than that i had a good today on 8-18-2009 had a diamond day and it was pretty chill also hung out with francis and saw yvonne too...after chilling with the NEW sophmores i went to morgs house and chilled with him while we watched a movie...then went home to play some COD4...well yea just a quick update going to bed now night world
other than that i had a good today on 8-18-2009 had a diamond day and it was pretty chill also hung out with francis and saw yvonne too...after chilling with the NEW sophmores i went to morgs house and chilled with him while we watched a movie...then went home to play some COD4...well yea just a quick update going to bed now night world
Sunday, August 16, 2009
a dream...
"Girl, i want you 2 know that i will always be there for you no matter what happens. Through thick and thin you're something i wont deny. I'll be you hero when your down. Be your colors when you day seems gray. Listen to your problems while while we're looking at the sunset. Make you feel safe even though you know its not. Hold you close when your scared or just to make you feel like its the best thing in the world. Make you laugh when its just us two or with friends. Never abuse you or hit you because it's not the right thing to do. Never stop fighting for your love as i know it can go away at any moment. Let you go when your with your friends and have you on another day. Leave you be with school work as i know its just as important and if you need help im here unless i have some too haha. Know to leave you alone when you need to be and help when its necessary. Even if it seems like there's no love in this crazy world ill show you mine. And come with a surprise even if theres no reason for it just basically because i miss you. Leave the drama behind as we know its not necessary for it. And make sure in the end your always happy..."
THAT was for no particular lol forreals no lie i was just driving and it went through my mind haha but yea...
well today was a boring day nothing to do just stayed on the 360 and hella juiced for my laptop to come in. school starts in less then a week and now with BART running again im all good. welp thx for reading =]
THAT was for no particular lol forreals no lie i was just driving and it went through my mind haha but yea...
well today was a boring day nothing to do just stayed on the 360 and hella juiced for my laptop to come in. school starts in less then a week and now with BART running again im all good. welp thx for reading =]
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
lovely day
Soooo today started off with waking up at 10 which is hella early since ive always been waking up at 3PM but ehh anyways i heard a loud crash and it was my garage so i checked and it was my mom who apparently broke it haha i love my mommy but yea here i come to the rescue to save her and fix it =] i was like DUN DA RA DUN hahaha im here to save the day lol jk jk but yea sooo she went to costco and she got my foot roll ups cause i love that and she got lipton green tea and i wanted that but i didnt tell her but she got it =]
after that im just lying down watching WHAT NOT TO WEAR haha but yea and she says lets go shopping so me and my bro get ready hella quick and we go to southland =]...i get a shirt from UP, 2 jeans from macy's and a nice jacket, and a colorado rockies hat =] hella juiced and morgan, jesse and marc sneak up on my and mi mama haha but yea then we get some panda express and go home...
my cousin tells me that he got COD4 so i go and pick it up after asking my mom if i can borrow the car so i was juiced about that and when i got home i started playing it and get a txt from morgan asking if ima ball with them and so i was like ight i need exercise so they get me and we hit up logan
at logan i was feeling becuz i ate lol but yea our first game was up and i was ight made 2 shots but its all good after that i sucked hella bad and got the wind knocked out of me becuz i jumped up in the air and landed in some dudes elbow on my tummy and couldnt breathe but yea im alright though
then we go to IHOP and had the best waitress and ate some good ass food and had a few laughs too and when they took me home i got out of tony's car and walked to the front door but i was going for a prank and i ran out, around the truck, and behind tonys car towards morgans side and so i scared the shit out of morgan that was a good laugh and then hoped on COD4 and played a bit'
oooo and i got a txt from my new friend Yvonne and we talked for a while
idk my day today was good i liked it but yea im out its 4:00AM so im out peace
after that im just lying down watching WHAT NOT TO WEAR haha but yea and she says lets go shopping so me and my bro get ready hella quick and we go to southland =]...i get a shirt from UP, 2 jeans from macy's and a nice jacket, and a colorado rockies hat =] hella juiced and morgan, jesse and marc sneak up on my and mi mama haha but yea then we get some panda express and go home...
my cousin tells me that he got COD4 so i go and pick it up after asking my mom if i can borrow the car so i was juiced about that and when i got home i started playing it and get a txt from morgan asking if ima ball with them and so i was like ight i need exercise so they get me and we hit up logan
at logan i was feeling becuz i ate lol but yea our first game was up and i was ight made 2 shots but its all good after that i sucked hella bad and got the wind knocked out of me becuz i jumped up in the air and landed in some dudes elbow on my tummy and couldnt breathe but yea im alright though
then we go to IHOP and had the best waitress and ate some good ass food and had a few laughs too and when they took me home i got out of tony's car and walked to the front door but i was going for a prank and i ran out, around the truck, and behind tonys car towards morgans side and so i scared the shit out of morgan that was a good laugh and then hoped on COD4 and played a bit'
oooo and i got a txt from my new friend Yvonne and we talked for a while
idk my day today was good i liked it but yea im out its 4:00AM so im out peace
Saturday, August 8, 2009
good advice....
ok so i was talking to my ex of 2 years and we were just catching up and no theres nothing going on again we were just MATURE about how things were and put things aside to become friends again...anyways we were talking and she told me this
FJAKDFJIOFWEFLSK (11:06:20 PM): the best revenge is regret
FJAKDFJIOFWEFLSK (11:06:23 PM): not pain
and trust me i never do revenge its not me its immature and just blah but yea =D
FJAKDFJIOFWEFLSK (11:06:20 PM): the best revenge is regret
FJAKDFJIOFWEFLSK (11:06:23 PM): not pain
and trust me i never do revenge its not me its immature and just blah but yea =D
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