damn just and update

ok so today is what monday the idk haha but yea today i had a badminton banquet and i cried becuz of what my coaches wrote to me but other then that i realized ive been drinking for a about 7 days since last week yea i know bad but anyways i graduated =D im hecka happy and some of you know that im currently single yea i know it was a surprise and i turned 18 =D but yea anyways i want to say that sometimes you know need to leave someone alone in order for them to see how much they really feel for you and how they can see their feelings are there but once your always around and trying to do something it doesnt work oooo and also know your limits and i mean this in drinking as you can see some can get pretty weird and f'd up thats y i know my limits and i've heard that ppl who are drunk tend to express their true feelings its bull how ppl dont know what their saying when their drunk but im sure its not like that and now its summer for me and im glad cuz i dont have to be home right now cuz im at a friends...other than thats want to let ppl know that things tend to happen fast and you should control it and in order to have a nice future you must deal with the bull shit in the present sooo be prepared and just worry about the current present