weak day

Mood:Suspicious

ok so idk i just had alot on my mind out of nowhere and like idk my mind feels suspicious but what i do want to get off my mind is how ppl are how do you say this ooo i know how their greedy and seem to always want more then what they have at that moment and this affects everyone i agree none of us are perfect but seriouslly dont you know when to draw the line i mean come on you fight for what you want and once you get it you want more? that's just weird now lets say this is a relationship and you fight for someone you want really bad by doing alot and when you receive what do you do you want something else right hmmm weird seriously i think you should make up your mind and decide like seriously what you want because in the end youll see the true outcome and forreals it ain't pretty now another thing that bothers me is words how ppl can say alot and you just believe it man i went down that road some many times but it seems like none of us can keep it ok well me im working on it and yes i have gotten better to my words but i guess with these words that come out just messed me up and doesn't seem so good as it has scarred me i've had ppl who said they wouldn't despise me and they did i've had ppl who said they would have my back and they just backstab me and i've had a girl who said she'll be true and won't leave me and yet THEY have also it just seems like my past has messed me up and i can't let it go now my mind is stronger then my mind and i know this is true but it seems my heart always wins i guess at this point im just scared and also doesn't appreciate these ppl who think they can get everything ooo yea and if you think that you can sneak things by me try again because i am more wise and been through alot no try not to hide anything just be honest and true that's all i ask instead of me finding out the truth but yea my day was weak bouts to do hw PEACE

Words and thoughts of mine and one more thing once a flirt always a flirt this is to everyone be wise and be careful because it has been proven and seen with my eyes